you never walked out at 2am
slamming the door
shaking the house
and my heart.
you never smashed a vodka bottle at my feet screaming i drink too much.
instead, you left like the calm before a storm,
and then a rush at the fall.
you were there and Jesus Christ then you were gone.
i stayed up for 6 days waiting to hear from you.
waiting for an explanation to your disappearance but i never heard from
you until i saw you in the Costco parking lot.
i dropped my eggs and the worker who kept looking at my ass ran over asking if i needed any help.
i ran over them on the way out and you called my name and
i cried on the way home.
little things that actually make a difference to general life happiness:
•drinking lots of water
•eating fresh fruit
•thinking positively about yourself and others
•washing your face twice a day
•changing your sheets once a week
•hot baths with Epsom salts
•face masks using from things in your house
•sleeping more than 7 hours per night
•reorganizing your clothes, makeup, possessions etc
•keeping your living space clean
I think Cas would approach the birthday party of a 9-year-old girl with same intensity as Apocalyptic events… The thing about Cas is that he doesn’t really have a barometer in the same way… To him, everything is important.